May 03, 2020

I have been in a constant search for a friend that I can actually be more open and comfortable with over the years.

Is it me or I just really find it hard to trust people to let in my life. Or im just being too hard on myself for finding the right perfect friend that would fit the standards that i have set up in my mind for that one person i can actually open up to. Or am i just a hypocrite person not appreciating the people that are around me right now.