Dear Diary,
I can't fall asleep. My head is pounding yet im too stubborn to take a painkiller. While I was closing my eyes, I thought back of the life I had back home, back when I was living my dream as an aspiring avionics or so they call Aircraft Specialist. I still have my license and its about to expire in the folloeing year. I am currently embarking a new journey in a place so foreign to me. And along with that journey is a new purpose. I have decided to carry this journey to explore and discover what else is there for me outside the comforts of the world I had gotten used to be involved in. As I carry on, I realized that this new world seems to be difficult. But am not yet to give up, it's only difficult because Im living this new world alone presently. Far from home, far from the people I love, far from my dog. I am currently studying, taking up a program that sparked my interest and will surely provide me with great opportunities along the way. I cannot wait to apply what Ive been learning on the field and make great connections to other people. And speaking of experience, I wanna go back to the memories I had when I was living my dream job because thats what I was thinking while closing my eyes. I missed doing an engine run-up, I miss how cool it was to monitor and doing the preflight inspection. I miss troubleshooting even though I know back then I felt like my knowledge wasnt enough. I miss the people I was with during that time and if I contemplate enough, I miss how happy I was during that time.