Dear Diary,
I wonder why does my mind bring memories from the past which make me depressed because of their impact on my life. Why can't I just forget what happened and not allow my brain to play it to come back? It kills me inside, I don't know what people do when anything like this happens even for a moment. Why does my mind expect that the ones who wronged me should come back with a sincere apology and generous ness? It doesn't happen all the time, but on that particular moment only when I remember stuff that I don't want to recall. I can't understand my own mind games. God, please save me from this.