Silent Lover's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, It's my own fault really. I didn't express how I felt in the moment of feeling things. I let it overwhelm me to the point of where I just had enough. & if we are being honest, I didn't know that I had enough until enough was all I had.

Dear Diary, It was on April 6 that when I was praying, God impressed this in my heart, "look at the woman in the mirror." From then on I became conscious of the person that I really am. I realized that I am always angry. I allow small th

Dear God, Love is such a wonderful thing. How it warms the heart, brings ray of sunshine in a cold life, and break smiles into faces. Iam am sorry, LORD, that I've acted love even before understanding it. I am sorry I was a fool. Now, I have deni

Dear Diary, I am 37, single mom. I cant believe I still think this way; I cant believe I am writing here. Am I the oldest writer here? Am I the only 37 year old mom that do this thing? Am I the only lost 37 years old, who is alone and longing for

Dear Diary, Is it just me that is being alone right now? When most people have someone they can call their own, they can hold, held hands while walking at the streets, is it just me being alone? I mean, there are billions of people in the world,

Dear Diary, This is one of the nights that I feel so alone. I miss being inlove, being loved, having someone special. It sucks that I am afraid to venture in that direction again, but my heart is longing... Is it selfish to want to walk out