Dear God,
Love is such a wonderful thing. How it warms the heart, brings ray of sunshine in a cold life, and break smiles into faces. Iam am sorry, LORD, that I've acted love even before understanding it. I am sorry I was a fool. Now, I have denied myself to be truly inlove. The wasted time and wasted commitments prevent me from living a life with someone I love and love me.
God, is it even bad to think of love, of relationship this time? When the world is on lockdown and dying, I am thinking of my longing for a heart and a man to share love.
I wonder if you plan me to have the someone, someday, my good God. All I know is I trust your plans for me.