OneBrokenBlue's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, you say it wasn't emotional for you but why would you ring them on the way home from work and not call me  Why would you tell them all about yourself  Why  True trust and forgiveness will cone when you can explain why to me

Dear Diary, I found a photo of him it makes sense now the time line... end of 2016 I think it started then June 2017 when can I see you again  August 2018 it never stopped 2019 I didn't look  September 2020 emails like blow me... 2021 google se

Dear Diary, I hate feeling this way  I hate how my heart hurts and how I have no one to talk to  to relieve the pain. I hate waking up every morning wondering why I am still married  Why didn't I leave I lay in bed wondering not if but when wil

Dear Diary, I find myself repeating the same relationship with different people. As they would say, "Same person, Different font." It's usually with someone that doesn't know what they want, can't take responsibility for their actions, or I am simply

Dear Diary, because I haven’t been working yet putting applications in for 6 months and still haven’t gotten a call back.. my mom thinks it’s ok to put applications in for me 😑. In places where I literally don’t qualify for and don’t want to work

Hey, so, apparently I complain a lot. So I’m going to try my best not to. How are you guys?

Hey. I need to vent. It's been 6 moths since I've had a job. I've applied to basically every field there is (at least it feels that way) since December. Ever since then, I was really upset that I hadn't found a job after two months. Then all of a sud

Dear Diary, Me and someone were in the talking stage. We dated before but I decided that I wanted to take things slow. I thought we were doing good until he told he had feelings for someone else.... 😭

Dear Diary,  Today I believe I had my first racial profiling experience. Let’s start from the beginning. I clean 5 buildings during the day because it’s a coronavirus protocol. If the people inside doesn’t come to the door when I knock, I clean t

Update on the boyfriend situation. It was a weird situation today. I text him at 12 and he doesn't text back until 4 hours later. Tried having a conversation with him, but it was pretty dry.Then we ended up having a small argument about if i had an a

I don't know if I want to stay with my boyfriend. But I also don't want to end it over something so little and can probably be fixed. I've told him before that I didn't feel as if i was good enough for him. He said that I was but I still don't feel t