Lan Nuhai's Dear Diary

I had a panic attack today. I've been seeing a lot of posts about bad events that I wanted to prevent by voting the righ...

I feel so light, I could not believe it. My life changed so much compared to last year. Such drastic change came into my...

Ugh. When will all these shit be over. I wanna leave this baggage behind and embrace a new baggage. I swear I'm gonn...

It's like I returned to 10th grade. It's alright. Transitions are always the hardest. I'm gonna be alright.

Terrible, terrible day. It's my first time to be one of the worst. To belong in the least performing group. It will...

I don't want to leave. I became so scared of what's in store for me when I graduate from college. I'm in my 20's and...

I write to remember my emotional state that day. With a thought that maybe, ten years from now, I can stumble upon words...

I took public transportation that day and wondered how a person could connect to me so much. It's a strange, heartwarmin...

03.02.2020 I am not depressed. It's just that I noticed a pattern in my behavior. I can be really passionate abo...

02.16.2020 Sitting alone/together with people I can't see through. Unable to cry. I plugged my earphones to my e...