Star's Dear Diary

Index
September 04, 2023
Dear You, It’s been a while. I’ve busied myself and went to see a therapist just to make sure I’m still sane. I’ve surprised myself over the past few months and I realized that I’ve just accepted things come what may. Because of that it was easie
Sep 04
July 09, 2023
Dear You, Why do you say stuff you don’t mean? You know the kinds of things that would hurt me. You said you were scared to hurt me so don’t tell me and you end up lying. I know everything. And yet here I am listening to you say you love me and t
Jul 10
July 09, 2023
Dear You, I wonder why with me you say you’re tired. We don’t have conversations anymore. You go about your day and I go about mine. We don’t meet in the middle like we used to. I mean, I try. You said you’re tired but I see you making time for s
Jul 09
July 08, 2023
Dear You, I wish you understood me. I wish you see through me like you used to. But you and I both fear the ending we don’t want for each other and that is why we’re struggling to fight for what we have and what we’ve built throughout the years.
Jul 08
May 24, 2023
Dear You, I’m lonely. It seems like everyday we keep growing apart. Some days, we’re okay. But most days, it seems that we just do what we have to do. I have to ask for hug for just a minute. I miss you. I miss my best friend. And I wish you stil
May 25
April 27, 2023
Dear you, just when I thought you’re done playing with my heart because you whisper sweet words to make my knees go weak, here you are again slowly breaking the tiny pieces that’s already broken. I wonder if you think about the pain my heart goes thr
Apr 28
April 14, 2023
Dear you,  It’s not like I’ve given up on us… it’s more like I got tired of the constant judgements and comments for those waiting for you and i to end. Like predators awaiting to claw their way into your heart so they have no problem slandering
Apr 15
April 13, 2023
Dear you, I miss you. I miss my best friend. I wish we could go back to how we used to. I want to run into your arms and cry. I wish you see me like how you used to.
Apr 13
March 25, 2023
Dear you, I had grown comfortable on my own skin. I wish you understand that I am okay without friends. And I know you don’t like that it may look like that I’ve become dependent on you but you’re wrong. I never open up to anybody but only to you
Mar 26
March 15, 2023
Dear you, Today I realized that I haven’t been checking on her for some reason. I haven’t been bothered by the presence of her and I thought wow. It’s the first time in a long time that I felt relieved and realized I don’t hold those kind of emot
Mar 15
March 08, 2023
Dear you,  There are days that I doubt about everything and negative thoughts swarm in my head, flooding my brain, then I sit and cry questioning every memories I had.  I wish I could tell you every little thing that goes on inside my mind, to every
Mar 08
March 07, 2023
Dear you, I wish we could go back to yesteryear to where our memories were filled with laughter at every corner of the room and just sitting dreaming about the future we wanted  Not like this. Trying to hide my emotions from you while you’re
Mar 07
March 07, 2023
Dear you, I wish I could talk to you like I used to. I wish you understood me like you used to. But right now we’re into deep in the abyss that we’re both drowning. You don’t see me and I don’t see you. And it seems that we’ve outgrown each other
Mar 07
March 10, 2020
Dear Diary,well today my sons girlfriend came and got me and we went to Walmart were I got a brand new  bedroom set and my wax burners my husband a bad ass knife and a hatchet and a pouch with tools in it I think he liked it All I would have if he wo
Mar 10
March 10, 2020
Dear Diary,goodnight everybody I hope your day was blessed ours was sweet dreams
Mar 10
March 08, 2020
Dear Diary,well j bad a great time with. My girlfriend but when I got home was when shit hit the can .h mom hasn't spoken go sissy or me  and she stayed in ber room all day but that is on her I'm tired of kissing people asses just so no ones mad at m
Mar 09
March 08, 2020
Dear Diary,well diary its 118 afternoon I'm with my girlfriend Jamie we went to Walmart were she bought me a nice ass purse ,wallett,colori g book and colored pencils then she lent me 350.00 to get moved into our apartment then we went to mall were s
Mar 08
March 08, 2020
Dear Diary,well me and my husband finally had sex after him and k arguing about it because I dont like doing it with a house full of people I just have respect like that but tonight I said fuck it he deserves it but trust and believe when we get our
Mar 08
March 06, 2020
Dear Diary,THIS TO SHALL PASS......AND REMEMBER CARMA NEVER FORGETS AN ADDRESS.....MY SON Always tells me there is always an action for every reaction AND DIDDO IS THE WORD WEVE USED FOR ONE ANOTHER FOR YEARS NOW MAMA LOVES U KIDDO......I AM GRATFUL
Mar 07
March 06, 2020
Dear Diary,my son Brandon just called me but we ran out of phone minutes blah....I was only able to put 5 on his jpay account and were struggling to get into our apartment all I need is 200 does anyone know anywere that would help with my first month
Mar 07
March 06, 2020
Dear Diary,I'm pissed my husband wakes up and starts right in on me about sex so I said maybe you should find someone else and he said maybe I should then maybe I'll get some sex and I grabbed my vape and my blanket and came in here in the living roo
Mar 06
March 06, 2020
Dear Diary,well I went to the doctor today to get my pyc drugs and suboxone then they drew blood ugh my doctor put me on gabapentin 100mg does anyo e know much about that drug?well then we went and got Chinese food b4 picking up my scripts it was goo
Mar 06
March 04, 2020
Dear Diary,I'm so aggravated right now here I thought my husband was going to lay down with me until I get woke by the fucking stereo and I get up and hes out there fucking twerking on it fuck is it to much to ask him to lay down with me?but,then he
Mar 05
March 03, 2020
Dear Diary,GETTING READY TO SPEND ALONE TIME WITH MY HUSBAND
Mar 03
March 02, 2020
Dear Diary,so today I found out we get to move into are place Saturday or Sunday now I'm just hoping my husband gets this truck of ours running br then cause even without a car I'm moving I cant take living here anymore and walking on egg shells ever
Mar 03
March 01, 2020
Dear Diary,the other day my mother stole my xmas present I got from my hubby which was a bluetooth speaker she took it cause she didnt know why here voice was coming out of it while on my phone duh its cause I have the speaker turned on so I can hear
Mar 01
February 28, 2020
Dear Diary,I have 8 beautiful kittens I'm trying to find home for them in 6 to 8 weeks I done got rid of 4 just 2 more to get rid of.the mama is maincoon she's beautiful let us know if interested please
Feb 29
February 28, 2020
Dear Diary,dear diary I'm pissed tonight my mom's bypolior is driving me crazy I was sleeping all day then this evening and when I woke up my new bluetooth was missing and everyone said mom came in and got it so I text her going off cause that's the
Feb 29