Dear Diary,well me and my husband finally had sex after him and k arguing about it because I dont like doing it with a house full of people I just have respect like that but tonight I said fuck it he deserves it but trust and believe when we get our OWN PLACE THIS WEEKEND were do it in every room it's going to be nice I love timmy I dont want him going elsewhere because of my dumb ass but at the same time he respects my wishes to so he deserved his good sex tonight plus hes so good to me he'd do anything for me or Brandon my son cause he treats him like a dad more then his own kids do Nd and that hurts him but be and my son get along great Brandon would fight someone over his pops cause his real dads a fucking loser so until Tim came along it was just Brandon and I we talk about everything and were here for one another through thick and thin he my world I miss him so does pops....anyway I'm going to put this in the wind.