Stormnamedher's Dear Diary

How petty am I, how untitled and how judgemental... Or is it that Retroactive Jealousy my fiance says I suffer with.Still whatever it is,it haunts me like a ghost on a scary movie and as much as I hide it, bury it, the gut wrenching disgust is still

Letting my inner thoughts be read by others, maybe it will be liberating...  Getting down to the wire, he is wanting to really get married and I'm running out of excuses... What really bothers me the most is my daughter wants us too, she says he is