February 09, 2020

Still whatever it is,it haunts me like a ghost on a scary movie and as much as I hide it, bury it, the gut wrenching disgust is still there. The man that I love made a mistake, was married to a hideously ugly woman in his past. I mean really who could have been with someone that was not only grotesque to look at but socially an outcast!?!? He says he was not in his right mind at the time but didn't end it because he had a commitment to live up too. I've tried to understand why he did what he did but can't.