Carolyn's Dear Diary

Today I had a fucking music lesson. The teacher was showing her damn neurosis and driving my classmates to tears with her unassuring predictions for the exam. Mmm tasty. Btw I agree, nothing good will particularly happen. We really suck. But it is

Apathy Sucks

Dear Diary, I was looking down completely, with both of my legs bent sideways, holding my other arm tightly, in my most traumatised position, when my abusers lusted at me sexually. I’m mentally and intellectually disabled. I only got these traumatic

Dear Diary,right now I just want to go somewhere away from everything and just scream my heart out, and then cry and cry and cry and cry. I feel like everything is on my shoulders. I hate my job but it's the only job that will pay me more than minimu

Dear Diary, I feel like I can't breathe. I have no time to myself anymore, always stressed about being able to survive financially. It's a never ending circle of just being able to make it. I never really knew what I wanted to do as a career so I'm

It's almost 9am. I need to get up and start getting my chores done. Yes I'm in my 30s and still call me doing housework my chores. I'm tired. I really want to go back to bed. I like to try and get up early and get things done while my daughter sleeps

My foot hardly is bothering me any more. It's been a shitty week. I love being told by bitches at work that I won't get my holiday double pay because I called off during that week. Sorry I sliced my foot open on a nail. Sorry I got taken off of work

My daughter keeps laying her head on my arm. The exact spot where I got my shot yesterday. It hurts. I can finally walk again. I still get a spot of pain now and then. Now I have to figure out how to actually keep a band-aid on my foot, with socks an

I've done nothing all day. My house is a mess because I've just worked 6 days I'm a row. My husband works 3rd and has also just worked 6 days in a row. I've bribed my 3 year old some food if she would pick up the house for me so I could run the sweep

Nothing like freaking myself out this morning. I got up and got ready for work, went to get my daughter (3) up and lost my balance and managed to drag my foot across the floor. With the luck I have I found a nail. It hurt so much and I'm very surpris