Decay's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I am feeling so lazy I can't move my limb,  And I cant even blink,  I feel link sinking.

Dear Diary, My mind,  Is a world itself,  A dimension that hasnt been discovered,  With words never bothered to be voiced,  Thoughts that didnt have meaning to others,  Take a dive, you will find it familiar,  It is all about you here,

Dear Diary, It's so soft,  I like your hair.  But, then again,  I like everything about you.

Dear Diary, I can't keep you close,  I can only keep you in my heart,  No one would know,  No one would care.

Dear Diary, If all I have is one second to see All I want to see is your face, Smiling and happy And I will ingrave your image in memory,  To be replayed over and over When darkness swallow me.

Dear Diary, My flight is soon. Very soon. 3 weeks away is sooo soon to me.  I am dreading it, yet I long for it.  I am scared of the change, yet I dream of it.  I am happy here but there, is where my love is.  I am stressed here but I cried the

Dear Diary, This is hard. I've been living in a slump lately. I am disappointed in myself. Everyday is same. I badly want to change to be better but this is soooo freaking hard. It's like my mind couldn't tell my body to react. My soul is almost si

Dear Diary, I heard a the door of my room opened and my little bro came into view. That strange since he never come to mine at night. I just allowed him to sleep with me and switch the lqmp off again. He fast asleep but then I heard a faint sound