September 25, 2023


Dear Diary,

This is hard. I've been living in a slump lately. I am disappointed in myself. Everyday is same. I badly want to change to be better but this is soooo freaking hard. It's like my mind couldn't tell my body to react. My soul is almost silent that I believe it is not here, in my body. I don't know if i am hanging on or slowly drifting off.