Yarrow thoughts's Dear Diary

i am having hallucinations every fucking day and nobody is helping

Dear Diary, I don't feel like a single person, more so as 4 people - each with their own personality and interests, different voices, memories and preference in people. I tried talking to the GP about it but he didn't listen and went on about bi

Dear Diary, it only got better temporarily, ive come down from feeling happy again. it took a month. i tried my best to avoid feeling like this again.

Dear Diary, I almost drowned myself 2 days ago, I had the letters and note of explanation ready, playing my favourite songs on repeat telling myself I'd do it at the end of the playlist. I'd told (going to call him X for privacy) X about want

Dear Diary, i'm done with this and everyone. i want to self harm, but can't bring myself to hold the knife.

I'm so upset about the media not showing the police brutality at peaceful protests (may I remind: 1312), they're using rubber bullets incorrectly:  these bullets are pieces of steel wrapped with a thick layer of rubber around them. They sound harmle

George Floyd was an innocent black man. Derek Chauvin, a 19-year veteran of the Minneapolis police department, kneeling on 46-year-old Floyd’s neck for nine minutes as he pleaded for his life, saying that he couldn't breathe. Police files show that p

Dear Diary, To the guy who said to forgive and forget: sorry about sounding annoyed at you. After quarantine, I'm going to his for 1 day to collect my stuff then that's it. I won't see him again. He'll probably take us to court for 'going ag

In my last entry I spoke about my d*d, and how he's been sexual towards me since I was little; and one guy said to just forgive and forget. What the fuck are you on, I cannot bring myself to forgive such a low and shitty person??  I got into an argu

Dear Diary, my life has been fucked ever since court decided to let my dad have shared custody over me. Since he started threatening to hit me, be sexual towards me when drunk, to hit me and hurt me emotionally. The court let a man that keyed my

Dear Diary, I seriously need to tell my mum or someone how I truly feel. I need to go on medication for the disorders I believe I have. I'd go to a therapist, but that wouldn't be possible at the moment due to the pandemic. Somebody on here

Dear Diary, covid-19 is a new corona virus that originated in Wuhan during 2019, when a man reported symptoms. This then spread world wide, having a negative effect on majority of lives, but a positive effect on nature. Some positives that

I don't think I'll last for much longer, battle in my mind. Can't reach out to anyone for help without feeling guilty or embarrassed.  I want to kill and injure people so badly,  But I don't have any documents to prove my mental disorders, so

Dear Diary, It's so different here, everything white, smart, blue. My room becoming storage for their children, I feel excluded. There's a birthday party being held here today, that's why I decided to come over and stay the night. Although ther

Dear Diary, Today was a very long day, like always. But instead of talking about all the negative things that's happening right now, I'm gonna tell you about things I like: ·My cats: I love my cats. I have two, one's named Rosi and the ot

Dear Diary, I'm really tired of working almost everyday. I know I have to tho, since we live in a capitalistic society where money is seen as a necessity. So today I want to dedicated this entry to my job. So I'm a cashier. I hate my job. I h

Dear Diary, I'm gonna write on this app everything that I can't say in my daily life, without a filter. So better introduce myself first, since it's kinda fun to know what the people who wrote looks like. So I guess my first entry is about myself