ConfessionsofArisinstar's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, It’s been very negative pretty much everywhere I go.  My mother wakes up and pretty much follows me around the house, a) being creepy (ie. looking in my door watching me doing pretty much anything a person would typically do), b)

Dear Diary, Anyone who has been following these readings has to be aware of my evil parents. Their deeds have taken or more devout turn, and I’m seemingly locked into either confrontation or being stagnant.  I’m not totally against being awa

Dear Diary, Life often reminds me to be careful of what ya ask for.  For one, I tried to avoid the negativity of the gym I currently go to, by going to LA Fitness. Got there & some high or perhaps middle school aged kid, tried to claim ownership

Dear Diary, It’s been a while. Remember the artist I signed? Well, she’s made a return through her sister that follows me on social media.  It amazes me how quickly people forget how you’ve helped them. When I think of the years I wasted, th

Dear Diary, One of the conundrums I keep dealing with is the battle for women’s mind. It usually occurs when my relationship with that woman is going well, and it’s likely a 50/50 thing on how it actually occurs.  What I find interesting is

Dear Diary, I keep talking to myself about the evil coming from my dad. He’s very passive aggressive & depressed. The interesting aspect of depressed people is that they’re repressing anger from choices they made, and they hurt those around them

Dear Diary, It sucks when you sacrifice so much for wealth, money, and/or success, and you’re stuck from getting it. I’ve read every affirmation I have, mystically been kept away from a real relationship (where you actually talk, spend time, and

Dear Diary, The wisdom I received before I started this journey was correct; they really do hate you. It’s always sharper when it’s coming from people you’ve actually known. You almost start to think, you’ve done something wrong. But be strong &

Dear Diary, Whenever I’m making money, my parents or immediate family become evil...Crazy right????

Dear Diary, I’ve been ghost...but it’s only cuz s*** has been crazy. The powers that be have forced me into a stint where I made little to loot. Of course, I do not like it. I’m now gonna have to shoot for the menials while gaining knowledge for

Dear Diary, Life has currently been designed where my Bose headphones I let my nephew use ‘have been stolen’. This is happening while Apple is taking their sweet time about sending me a fucking box, so I can send the broken ones back, so they ca

Dear Diary, I kinda like being an incognito star. You can lowkey save & be yourself while others strive & go broke. Still dealing with transportation s***, but I always have ways to the gym, stores, work, & what not. I’ve met some beautiful wome

Dear Diary, Out off all the wishing, affirmations, and praying I do (daily), there’s still not one to stop witches @ Whole Foods, roaches in bed, and being forced into a run down car.  My parents grew up in the country, so stuff like roaches

Dear Diary, I have an artist that I’ve signed. It’s been over 5 years, and she’s not wielded any profit. However, I’ve helped her make money, retrieved priceless items for her & her family, and utilized large portions of time interacting with he

Dear Diary, The evil of the day came in the form of my mother & fathers mental instability and the blinker knob on the car. For about 20 straight minutes I had to drive holding the blinker to stop the brights from showing. This was all before my