Dear Star,

Happy new year I guess. My neighbours didn't fire loud fireworks this year which is kind of sad. I felt annoyed by them but I miss them now, oh well.

Sooooo~~ 2024? How can I describe that year for me? I don't know. Right now I want to say it was fine, but last night I wanted to say bad, and maybe a few hours from now I'll say something different ! My feelings change a lot, that's one of the reasons I'm scared of having a physical diary. My wi-fi crashing sucks yes, but what if someone reads something I wrote when I was mad?? That would be sad :(

Let me focus on the good stuff now !! FIRST this website. It feels like those blog things you see in 2000s chick-flicks, everyone's surprisingly nice on here. SECOND I have realised my life goal is to have a good group of friends that I think of as sisters. Right now, I have an uncontrollable inferiority complex with mine. I asked my parents what it's like making friends in University and they said it's very easy to; they're lots of people, study groups and everyone's less immature. Of course, their advice might not fully apply to me since they didn't go to Uni here in Australia. Still. I can hardly wait to graduate in 2026 !! I will train right now to be a good friend to my siblings

A good friend is:

Good at communicating
Trustworthy and reliable
Doesn't leave someone out
Respectful and open-minded
Caring and loving

Being like this to my siblings should be easy on good days. Days where I'm tired and extra-sensitive it will be a challenge. BUT ! I will prevail, a wise rando on the internet once said... It's been 10 min's I can't find it (⊙_⊙;) Moving on !

✎...LATER

It's night time now, progress on my training? I talked to my brother a lot today, which is good. I tried to do the 'Hear Me Out' tier list thing with him but he *refuses* to match my

July 17, 2019