Javanfarbod's Dear Diary

Dear Diary,I wanna talk about my life. It is not very beautiful or magic,so don't admire me because of my failures. When I went to school unlike other guys  I didn't cry because I known I would become a knowledgeable people ,but everybody made fun w

Dear Diary, I sit in the back of my truck that I am renovating into a camper and I realize that while I love my spouse? I could be just as happy alone and as the days go i feel less and less guilty. I love them, I truly do. But they're a home bod

Hi, I'm ghost. Your ghost. The one that reads you every day. I want to tell you that you're not alone. Maybe sounds kinda spooky, but I'm always there with you. Not to harm you, but to support you. To share my invisible being with you. To share my so

The standards that we put for loving ourselves are way too high than the ones we put for loving someone else..

My relationship.  I was in a long term relationship that continues for 6 years and half I ended it couple of months ago . I loved him more than anything else. But he took my love for granted. Right now I need to learn how to love myself.     Wish m

Hello world...   I'm need to improve my English and I need to speak out my heart. This why I joined this app.   I will start writing regularly after acouple of days. That's all I have for now.   P. S : A 3 years old army 🤞💜.

Dear Diary, I had a bit of a jolt today. I have social anxiety and normally I can tame it at work.  One of the things I like to do when I'm feeling anxious is make origami. It forces me to concentrate and control my breathing and I get to mak

Dear Diary, I haven't taken my medication for 3 days. It's not that I didn't want to, I just forgot. I have taken a dose now, but I started to spiral back into my depression and I am having deep thoughts. My girlfriend has been with me for over 7

Dear Diary, I have been keeping this one slug eating out my happiness in my stomach. I wonder what makes it grow and grow each day. I don't have any issues or problems. There's really nothing to be bothered. If I can tell anyone about how my life is

Dear Diary, tonight is sad. Just plain sadness. I am truly aware where this came from but I know I shouldn't feel sad about it. I did the right thing. I know I did the right thing. This is for the best. I just saved myself from a lifetime regret and

Dear Diary, why would he say he miss me out of the blue? Then left me confused like shit. He asked me to go out with him this coming Saturday and I'm too old and these cheesy lines and butterflies. Dear Diary, i really dont want to go. I don't want t

Dear Diary, the wedding finally ended and it ended perfectly. Tomorrow, will be just another normal day. Just work, no pressure. I am happy. I feel enough cos it's done. Congratulations to the bride and groom, I wish they would have a happy married l

Dear Diary, tomorrow is the big wedding day. And there's still lots of things to finish. The bride looks awfully stressed and I am broke asf. Unfortunately it was raining and I need to get to the hotel as soon as possible. *sighs* I wish I could just

Dear Diary, I accidentally cut myself yesterday. It was a very deep cut yet it doesn't sting or hurt I let it bleed, cleaned it right after and put a bandage on it. It became a process. I would clean it and change bandages from time to ti

Dear Diary, today was really tiring. I feel pressured and occupied. I really think a talk could help but there's no one to talk to but its okay, that's adulting, I guess.  So, it all roots to this wedding. My boss is getting married and I've been

Dear Diary, today turned out to be a great day. For the past days I've been skeptical about my position in life, my real purpose, and what do I mean to everybody. But after a great scale of meditation and self conversation, I've convined myself that

Dear Diary, it's my first time to be here and my eagerness to speak my heart out brought me here. I am truly disappointed about what happened last night. I don't want to think about it but i just kept on thinking about it. It makes me feel so frustra