May 25, 2019

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Dear Diary, today was really tiring. I feel pressured and occupied. I really think a talk could help but there's no one to talk to but its okay, that's adulting, I guess. 


So, it all roots to this wedding. My boss is getting married and I've been dragged down to do some important tasks. One: She asked me if I can do something for the decoration. Two: one of her bride's maid backed out and of course, I was chosen as the last resort (I think its a bit blessing or a burden in disguise). And third: I am so damn tired of everything. I'm tired how I can't seem to say "no." I am so tired. So tired that I just want to disappear and not show up in that wedding. But i can't leave the bride alone. Its her special day. I dont want to burden her more knowing that the preparation on this wedding alone stresses her. This is the day she'd waited her whole life and i dont want to ruin it to her. Gosh, this is si heartbreaking, I badly wanted to cry. My time is very hectic, i can't even sleep. Not to mention, my work really consumes all my time. Please, please, make me feel better. Please make this situation better. I can't give up now because the wedding will be in 2 days!!!!!!

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LaurellynMay 26, 2019

How do you say no when you are so needed? Most of us could'nt, but it doesnt take away the exhaustion we feel when we are stretched to the max. Breathe deep and try and enjoy this special time. At some point you need to take some me time for yourself, whatever that may be. No matter who we are...we all need a break at some point. It sounds like you are over due. I hope you get it real soon.

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Kung Fu Panda 🤠May 25, 2019

Just take a deep breath and hang on. Sometimes good things happen when we least expect them.

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meruMay 25, 2019

Haa....The pressure of being in the workforce. .. A lot of us feel the same way. There r times when i feel like shoving the whole thing down someones throat and just running away,never to return. But those things exist only in dreams. Most of the times, i feel better after a good nights sleep. Hang in there, pal :)

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Call me AMay 25, 2019

I know how it feels to be so tired and never say no. But stick in there. Best of wishes to you!

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SunshineMay 25, 2019

Oww i dont know what to say, just keep on holding on everything is gonna be better.

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