Elybic's Dear Diary

You know, for a very long time I was in love with my best friend. We had a whole year relashionship and then we got back to being best friend. It was so hard that I decided to change school and she never tried to contact me. None of my friends tbh. 

empty pages.  No words. No motivation. Nobody to see. nothing to do. yet I'm satisfied. Wish I could close my eyes, and never open 'em again.  An endless sleep, that's my biggest dream.  Yet I don't want talk about "death". No, js sleeping.

I hate her. I just hate her. In my heart I just feel hatred towards her. She kills me, haunts me, after destroying me. She never leaves me alone. Peace is something that I'll never know with her.

I don't know where to start.  She ruined our family, she cheated on my dad, she left him all alone taking my sister and I with her, she lived her life as if she never had a husband before, she got pregnant and she moved far away.  She never was

Day 1:I was a little girl full of life, who very quickly saw a world other than the one she'd always known. A world where Mom and Dad weren't together anymore. A world where Mommy's getting back together with someone. A world where she hardly ever se

Dear Diary, Diary did you remember the guy i tell you, well we kinda talk and have some fun and then i realise why he's sitll talking to me because i do everything he wants me to do and in the process i have lost a piece of myself. Self respect

Dear Diary, I always know the risk of opening your self to other showing them your scars and vulnerability. But im taking it, i am risking everything, there is nothing to lose,  but i know ill gain something in return if i try, there is nothing to

Dear Diary, I dont know but recently im falling into this kind of genre. I think love story is overrated, love is not the only thing that can heal someone wounds, it's just one of it, i think you'll heal if you accept your self, if you accept that

Dear Diary, I still have my high and lows in life. i still laugh in the simplest thing and cry for nothing, i dont really know where im coming from, and up to this days i still think of ending everything.  im not fine i knew it and im trying to h

Dear Diary, I just dont know what to feel today actually i dont feel anything.

Dear Diary, This is what i realise today, i wont ever be free to the things that chains me if i myself wont break it, i need to free myself because no one would do it for me.

Dear Diary,  - Well real friends stick with you in the brightest and in the darkest moment of your life. - Never settle to a person who claim to be your friend but talk and spread shit about you when your not there. - Dont beg for someone to stay

Dear Diary, It was a good day for me praying that my laugh today wont be tears tommorow.

Dear Diary, So i have been talking to this guy for days now and its seems like we have a total opposite personality and its seems that im not the type of girl he'll date, im not saying this because  i want him to like me. Its just i dont know what

Dear Diary, I wasnt able to post what happen to me yesterday.  well i look for a job today but to no luck i didnt get hired, well rejections is painful, yet i need to accept life is sometimes like that i always try to look on a postive view in

Dear Diary, Dressing is one of my ways of showing what i feel, i never wanted to be told what clothes to wear, because i feel like therye also telling me what to feel, but today i was judge by the dress i wear, that person even threaten to hurt me.

Dear Diary, Today i decided not to let other people use me, i am putting an end to everything. maybe to have clearer  mind and peaceful life i need to cut myself to those people who do nothing but give pain. I am loving myself more its not right th

Dear Diary, Today i meet my friend that been away for years. me and my other friends gather just for her well she's a little problematic because she got pregnant and didn't  make it to her graduation (she didnt graduate at all) we give her advice i

Dear Diary, This is the first time that i would be writing here, i downloaded this app because i dont have someone to tell how i feel, its just sucks that the people around me never ever appreciate me.