Sunshine's Dear Diary

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June 13, 2019
Dear Diary, Diary did you remember the guy i tell you, well we kinda talk and have some fun and then i realise why he's sitll talking to me because i do everything he wants me to do and in the process i have lost a piece of myself. Self respect
Jun 13
June 10, 2019
Dear Diary, I always know the risk of opening your self to other showing them your scars and vulnerability. But im taking it, i am risking everything, there is nothing to lose,  but i know ill gain something in return if i try, there is nothing to
Jun 10
June 06, 2019
Dear Diary, I dont know but recently im falling into this kind of genre. I think love story is overrated, love is not the only thing that can heal someone wounds, it's just one of it, i think you'll heal if you accept your self, if you accept that
Jun 06
June 03, 2019
Dear Diary, I still have my high and lows in life. i still laugh in the simplest thing and cry for nothing, i dont really know where im coming from, and up to this days i still think of ending everything.  im not fine i knew it and im trying to h
Jun 02
June 03, 2019
Dear Diary, I just dont know what to feel today actually i dont feel anything.
Jun 02
May 30, 2019
Dear Diary, This is what i realise today, i wont ever be free to the things that chains me if i myself wont break it, i need to free myself because no one would do it for me.
May 30
May 28, 2019
Dear Diary,  - Well real friends stick with you in the brightest and in the darkest moment of your life. - Never settle to a person who claim to be your friend but talk and spread shit about you when your not there. - Dont beg for someone to stay
May 28
May 25, 2019
Dear Diary, It was a good day for me praying that my laugh today wont be tears tommorow.
May 25
May 24, 2019
Dear Diary, So i have been talking to this guy for days now and its seems like we have a total opposite personality and its seems that im not the type of girl he'll date, im not saying this because  i want him to like me. Its just i dont know what
May 24
May 23, 2019
Dear Diary, I wasnt able to post what happen to me yesterday.  well i look for a job today but to no luck i didnt get hired, well rejections is painful, yet i need to accept life is sometimes like that i always try to look on a postive view in
May 23
May 21, 2019
Dear Diary, Dressing is one of my ways of showing what i feel, i never wanted to be told what clothes to wear, because i feel like therye also telling me what to feel, but today i was judge by the dress i wear, that person even threaten to hurt me.
May 21
May 20, 2019
Dear Diary, Today i decided not to let other people use me, i am putting an end to everything. maybe to have clearer  mind and peaceful life i need to cut myself to those people who do nothing but give pain. I am loving myself more its not right th
May 20
May 19, 2019
Dear Diary, Today i meet my friend that been away for years. me and my other friends gather just for her well she's a little problematic because she got pregnant and didn't  make it to her graduation (she didnt graduate at all) we give her advice i
May 19
May 19, 2019
Dear Diary, This is the first time that i would be writing here, i downloaded this app because i dont have someone to tell how i feel, its just sucks that the people around me never ever appreciate me.
May 18