June 03, 2019

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Dear Diary,

I still have my high and lows in life.

i still laugh in the simplest thing and cry for nothing, i dont really know where im coming from, and up to this days i still think of ending everything. 

im not fine i knew it and im trying to heal all by myself not receiving any help from other people. 

There is no one other than me who can stop myself from self destruction.

But still im praying even though  its feels like no one is listening i still need guide i need someone  to support  me,help me.


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Sunshine
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The number 5Jun 5, 2019

You may need help from medical professionals. They helped me get my life back, I no longer see them but I probably wouldn't be here if it wasn't for them. Whatever path you choose I wish you much luck.

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LonelygirlJun 3, 2019

I don't have anyone.. I tell myself to heal myself.. It can't turn out well

K

Bdw.. You have a beautiful pen name Sunshine.. 😀

K

Highs and lows are just parts of life. Dont worry, right now maybe its your low time and you are feeling this. But don't scratch your lows too much. Let it be. Its a phase, it'll pass. Dawn after dusk. Keep yourself strong, come on.. Life is so much more, so many things will unfold, just wait for the best to come yet.

"To share your weakness is to make yourself vulnerable; to make yourself vulnerable is to show your strength."

— Criss Jami