Dear Diary,
I still have my high and lows in life.
i still laugh in the simplest thing and cry for nothing, i dont really know where im coming from, and up to this days i still think of ending everything.
im not fine i knew it and im trying to heal all by myself not receiving any help from other people.
There is no one other than me who can stop myself from self destruction.
But still im praying even though its feels like no one is listening i still need guide i need someone to support me,help me.