Leily's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Not sure what's going on. I kind of feel blank and void of emotions. I'm not sure how to make myself feel something anymore.

Dear Diary, Josh left. He said we would raise the little girl together but he's gone. Just like that. I noticed his things missing this morning, but i needed to study for an important exam so i thought he'd gone to visit his mom, but when he didn't

Dear Diary, Had another friend pass away this week. I believe it was because he was a big man .6 ft 6 and heavy . He had a machine for sleep apnea :(  He was the gentle giant and always the onw everyone called when needing a friend.  This one hurt

Dear Diary my friend passed yesterday and he was in his 80s and let a good life.  Cancers awful.  Took so many people I knew . I've been sick since Easter.  I was around so many school age nieces and nephew and hugging everyone ❤️  but harry and I

Dear Diary, Today I read an old friend is in his past days from his Facebook page.  He was boss for a while and then a dear friend  he got cancer.  He wasn't close to his family because he used to be an alcoholic and it took a while to repair th

Dear Diary, When you are heavy it's harder to exercise but when this dark gloomy April showers night chill finally turns into may flowers I will take an allergy pill and walk the track daily.  There's vitamins you get from the sun that supposedly

Dear Diary, - Dear Diary, living as a fat ass after thirty years of living thin because of eating disorders is less miserable but depression inducing :)  - I don't think I've ever been healthy ! I say never because my youth was awful and could be

Dear Diary, In a relationship with a guy I've known since we were 15. We dated "if you'd call it that " I was never the relationship type .  When I was 17 and he just turned 18 and again for a short time years later and again for these last two y