April 19, 2019

Dear Diary,

• Dear Diary, living as a fat ass after thirty years of living thin because of eating disorders is less miserable but depression inducing :) 
• I don't think I've ever been healthy ! I say never because my youth was awful and could be made into a long sad crazy book .
•  I have paid for a gym membership for forever ! I don't even look like the person I used to be 
•  I bet if I got in front of people from my  past they wouldn't recognize me . 

I have facial recognition issues so I know I wouldn't recognize them ! 

It's not hard to not be fat but here I am ! Another burger further into obesity !