యోధ 😎's Dear Diary

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Two Shoes and One Promise
Earlier this year, in this very diary, I asked myself, why bad things happen. May be I know the answer now. If I am happy, I would be so confident and high, that I try make my belief system strong. I wouldn't think anything against my beliefs. I made
Oct 22
A Series of Unfortunate Events
I don't even know, why I'm wired like this. Once we are wired, can we really change? Btw, I'm wired to think that the birthdays are so special, they must be so perfect, planned and happy. Isnt that just another day? When I asked this myself, my Chait
Jun 28
Insomnia (as a fancy word, not the disease😛)
Dear Diary Dude, I don't know why I'm feeling this so much lately. I always feel like I don't want to sleep, because I don't want to end the day. I want to live more and more.  But lately, Im unable to sleep. Sometimes Im up until 3.30AM. Maybe
Apr 15
I'm Happy!
Yeah, I know. I was hurt, that was just few days ago. My life always takes me somewhere, that I don't even expect.  Feb 14th and 15th 2018, are the craziest days of my life. Yesterday night, I said to myself (sometimes I talk to myself), "I love my l
Feb 16
I'm Hurt.
Im hurt. Deeply. I have no idea how to deal with the situations like this. Time heals. I want to get some closure before it heals. I want to escape from this pain.  Why bad things happen to me?  I always get what I WANT. I will never get wha
Jan 26
Mysterious Mind.
Human mind works in mysterious ways. It's not a big problem until it's yours. It's not a big problem, when seen later in time. What's a problem? Can't we just change the definition, when we can change the magnitude? Why do we seek some almighty to so
Mar 31
The star dust.
There is no point in writing this now and writing here. But, I think I want get this out of my chest. Butterfly effect, God, Science, The Force, what ever it might be. Yes, that we don't understand the universe and how it works. But the truth is we a
Mar 29