Dear Diary, Today I decided to let her go. I can't fool myself anymore. It seems to me that I am only chasing her because of my own loneliness and poor condition. I have to forget her. There will be nothing more. There was nothing between us.we were never even friends. We just talked sometimes, and sometimes something made me fall in love with her even more.
But was it love at all? Despite the fact that I get a shiver every time I think I see her on the street, and that with every conversation my heart beats like crazy and doesn't stop for many hours after the end..I think I may have made this love up and it's actually something else. After all, this is the first time I've felt anything like this, and I had no romantic interest in her. Maybe I'll meet a true love. But this phrase seems wrong to me now, because intuitively it always seemed to me that she was my destiny.
Well, there's nothing I can do now. I need to forget her