January 23, 2026

Dear JK, 

Life today feels so unfair, it feels like all the forces of universe is conspiring together to make me miserable. I wonder how long it will last, this misery, all good things must come to end but why doesn't it apply to bad things? 

I try to be happy but now it's like I have forgotten what it is to be happy, I wonder if I will ever feel happiness again and when I do will I be able to recognize it? 

I want to be happy like you jk, I want to have that spark too even if it's only for once. I want to die happy

~yj