January 13, 2026

I dont get it. Am I so incompetent? Have I undone my credibility? Am I such a burden that I deserves to be implicated? Do I deserve this? What have I done that makes them think I deserves to be mocked, questioned and condescended? I am so tired of this. Just because I am smiling and is so easy going, doesnt mean I am immune to your debilitating gaze. No figure of speech can cover the raw exhaustion i am entitled to. I do not deserve this and you know it too.