Dear Diary,
You are what you do in the shadows and there is no hiding from that
Who will ever understand the responsibility of a wife of a sex addict. IM met with the iron suit everyday. Being told I’m not as bad as that or them and then having to hold the mirror to his face everyday for hours and unpack everything over and over again for him to then realise, yeah I am like that and then
It’s taking everything from me. I have lost 20kgs in a year because of it.
I feel like I’m becoming weak and it’s beginning to literally kill me
I quit my job in September, because he cannot be left alone or trusted to be in the home anymore
I have given up my independence to hold the mirror to his face full time
To save my kids father.. and I’m left with feelings of who the hell did I marry and I don’t love the person he grew himself to be