Confessions of a Wife of a Porn Addict 's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I’m crying myself to sleep I have had to hard love him He’s gone..alone and out of the house to hit his rock bottom and to get help by himself I can’t do it anymore  My heart is broken The extent of his addiction was done during

Dear Diary, Stuff and Nonsense  It’s about a guy that is with a girl that wants him to commit more than he is willing to. “disobey my own descions, i deserve all your suspicions"  gives the distinct impression that he is dishonest to her bu

Dear Diary, Betrayed by what I thought was love of my life It’s a process… I’m a smart woman and got tricked… everyone got tricked. No one can believe it…This is the type of person he is  I’m not sure I’ll ever recover It’s now imprinte

Dear Diary, You are what you do in the shadows and there is no hiding from that  Who will ever understand the responsibility of a wife of a sex addict. IM met with the iron suit everyday. Being told I’m not as bad as that or them and then

Dear Diary, Him The pain I hold, Not just the porn, but the behaviour that comes out of me as a result, and all areas.  I loved you. I always loved you.. I haven't been able to stop doing it And I have put so many layers and buried it in s

Dear Diary, The HARDEST relationship isn't the toxic one.. It's the healthy one that comes after. Because that’s when the real work begins. That’s when you have to unlearn all the survival tactics you picked up just to function in dysfunctio

Dear Diary, Just cut the shit and start telling me the stuff that you haven't been honest about, without assistance, to show me and demonstrate to me that you have ability to talk openly, honestly and freely without hesitation. You reckon

Dear Diary, If I leave he will die He is the father of my children  He has no family No friends I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders  I know him better than anyone No therapist can seem to crack him because o

Dear Diary, Him I hid behind your back on entire relationship. Therefore, I was never properly capable of loving you.  Her What was i to you then? Him You were somebody that gave me love at every time.  Her You don't respec

Dear Diary, I took my wedding bands off over a year ago now because I did not like what it represented anymore And then… He started to tattoo me all over his body There is about 20 hours of tattoos currently all representing me as a person

Dear Diary, When his porn use stopped working and the hours got longer, the effect wasn’t the same anymore and he became desensitised to most porn and sexual things.  His exposure got darker and more extreme taking him to places where he lost a

Dear Diary, Then came the many job changes, a lot was because of his porn downfall.. a nasty cycle and he would start a new job which often required interstate relocation and a fresh start of trying to reset everything. 6 interstate moves in 15

Dear Diary, I am a very ambitious woman and work a very demanding career which I have become incredibly successful at. However i worked most weekends and often long hours  I tried to help still pushing towards healthy hobbies to get him out of

Dear Diary, Him I was engaging in porn every day. I was lying every day, my thinking became very distorted.  I become a bad parent, a bad worker, a bad husband, a bad neighbour, a bad son, a bad everything.

Dear Diary, Him I have regret for not showing you Love I wish I did things differently. Because all I want to do in my life now always show you love. And repair what I have broken.  I think about how bad I have been to you, and It's the mo