Dear Diary,
Then came the many job changes, a lot was because of his porn downfall.. a nasty cycle and he would start a new job which often required interstate relocation and a fresh start of trying to reset everything. 6 interstate moves in 15 years
He is intelligent, with very low confidence and required constant drive and support from me, he had become extremely sort after in the industry he works in
Until he starts porn again and he can’t keep up the demands of a job which he works in managing thousands of people running large business units
Fighting and gas lighting
Lies lies lies
He kept putting it down to stress from his job.. he kept going on about how stressful his job was and the responsibility behind it. As to a reason why he is the way he was
The house feeling became off when I would come home for work. He would often start fights with me. Baiting me. I now know this to be an excuse to go into the bathroom and watch cam girls..
I started to go into overdrive trying to help him.. I brought him a frenchie as a companion.. when the dog was 2 years old a disk ruptured in his spine.. he was busy on porn, blocked the dog out who lay for hours in horrific pain while he bated for hours. I found the dog at 6pm at night when I got home from work with my husband oblivious to what was going on.