December 11, 2025

Dear Diary,

Im looking inside the Mirror and... I can't recognize the person standing in front of it. 

It's not me, or I don't want her to be me. Because She will destroy me. 

I don't even know if this World is real or not. Everything feels so surreal. Days passing by like seconds. 

My thoughts are someone else's. They are not mine. 

I want to flee, run away as far as I can but my legs are numb. This body doesn't listen to me. 

It's not mine. 

It feels like Im...not real. Like I just watch this person's live. Feeling her feelings but I can't control them or her. It's weird. 

Am I distancing myself from the World to not feel the pain? I dont want to feel any pain anymore. Please