Dear Diary,
I should cancel on him. I don't wanna see his face tomorrow because I know he'll make it all okay. I don't want it to be okay. At least, not yet.
I'm sorry, baby. But maybe you should spend your time with her instead. You know you could open up to me but I guess you're more comfortable with her. Ha. Of course you are. You guys have known each other for over four years... Our four months can never compare to that.