Teardrops's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Woke up around 19:00, still no text from him.... I felt the anger rising all the way from my chest up to my throat. But there was no one I could scream it to. I didn't wanna explode anymore. I took it all in. Love was out of the pictu

Dear Diary, Bad idea, bad idea, bad idea.... 😣 It was a very bad idea visiting profiles of my classmates from high school and college because here I am again feeling like utter shit 😣 I keep comparing myself, I can't help it. This one girl

Dear Diary, Five days till Christmas... "It's the most beautiful time of the year." No... No.... It's not. It's when I'm most miserable 😣  All these happy families.... These happy couples... These happy friends... Lord 😓 My

Dear Diary, In my desperation to find company, I tried to reach out to a few friends. One's too busy. The other not showing any interest to meet. Drifted too far apart with another that meeting with her gives me anxiety. Besides, we live a completely

Dear Diary, I'm so ugly.

Dear Diary, I saw a video on Tiktok of a group of women going out to brunch wearing the same grandma wig and I got so envious.... I get so envious whenever I see a group of friends having fun. Cooperating on the same stupid shit. Because I don't

Dear Diary, I'm mad. I hope he never comes back. I'm worried. I hope he's alright. I hate you. I don't wanna miss you. But I do. I do. Goddammit, I DO! Why haven't you messaged me in a week? Are you ill? Did something happen? H

Dear Diary, I should cancel on him. I don't wanna see his face tomorrow because I know he'll make it all okay. I don't want it to be okay. At least, not yet. I'm sorry, baby. But maybe you should spend your time with her instead. You know you c

Dear Diary, Why did I have to be born into this family.... I wish I'd get into an accident where I bang my head so hard I get amnesia. And then some old couple who never had children find me and claim me as their own.

Dear Diary, I hate that it's December. I hate that Christmas is just around the corner. I hate hate hate how I'm so miserable and seeing everyone else happy. I hate how I'm all alone.  I hate how I won't receive any gifts. I hate how I'm broke. I hat

What happened to this app........

Stop holding onto my money and give them all to me! Ugh. I'm sick... I'm sick of always having to remind them... I'm sick of begging for my salary!

It hurts. It hurts seeing him kiss her. When he's only mine when we're together. She wants to keep him forever. Our 3 months can never compare to their 4 years.  It hurts. It hurts not knowing what to do. Should I follow my heart or let him go? What

Potential.Almost.Maybe. That's all I will ever be.Cushion words to the word "failure".

I hope I don't wake up tomorrow.....