December 04, 2025

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Dear Diary,

I hate that it's December. I hate that Christmas is just around the corner. I hate hate hate how I'm so miserable and seeing everyone else happy. I hate how I'm all alone.  I hate how I won't receive any gifts. I hate how I'm broke. I hate how I'm old and literally hasn't achieved anything.

Failure, failure, failure.........

I can see how unattractive I am. This negativity, this mentality.... That's why they go away. That's why they always choose someone else. I'm only interesting at first.
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teardrops
Dec 4, 2025 · 40 views

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JDec 10, 2025

I understand how you feel — truly. I feel the same sometimes. Even when you’re surrounded by people, you can still feel lonely, especially when they only judge or look for mistakes. It hurts and can make you feel not good enough. You are not useless or broken. And the moment you start believing their negativity, that’s when they win. Don’t let them win.You’re a kind human who deserves to live happily and confidently, with people who see your worth, not break it. You’re stronger than you think.

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How?Dec 5, 2025

I completely understand you..

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teardropsDec 5, 2025

I wish I could be with people as miserable as me instead. I won't have to fake that everything's fine because we're the same. Something rips me apart on the inside when I see happy people. I get filled with envy. Sigh...

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teardropsDec 5, 2025

Hello. I'm not really alone in the literal sense... If anything, I'd much rather prefer to be just by myself. Somehow, it feels a lot lonelier when you're with people you don't want to be with... It's hell.

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How?Dec 5, 2025

Hey, is all that true ? Are you really alone? If so, I can feel you. I feel somehow the same. The lonelieness is killing me. I feel so not understood. I'm sorry for your pain you are going through. It's hell...

"There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you."

— Maya Angelou