I hate that it's December. I hate that Christmas is just around the corner. I hate hate hate how I'm so miserable and seeing everyone else happy. I hate how I'm all alone. I hate how I won't receive any gifts. I hate how I'm broke. I hate how I'm old and literally hasn't achieved anything.
Failure, failure, failure.........
I can see how unattractive I am. This negativity, this mentality.... That's why they go away. That's why they always choose someone else. I'm only interesting at first.