Bring back my dreams… Bring back my thoughts.
I’m so tired of waking up every morning with thoughts of your words, and every night being unable to fall asleep because I’m replaying our conversations, the ones that hurt my heart.
Every night, it feels like my heart is bleeding, and I can’t find rest.
I don’t know how much longer I can carry this pain.
I had a panic attack, my heart was racing wildly, and I could barely make myself breathe.
I can’t get those words out of my head; they keep replaying over and over, and it’s exhausting my mind…
Just disappear from my mind.
I want to forget you and everything that was between us.
Let me live… You’re living well, in a relationship, so why am I the one crying every night when I’m left alone with these thoughts?
I’ve forgotten what it’s like to sleep properly, to think clearly, to feel any physical strength. Keep pushing this body past its limits, and so tired of feeling this way…