Ita's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, today I searched on the internet for the most painless ways to “leave” without disturbing others. I want to go quietly and peacefully, without extra words, without regrets, so that none of my loved ones would know. I feel so calm, and fin

I don’t see any reason to keep living anymore. Maybe I should jump now from the 24th floor while I still have the chance, or do it quietly and calmly, not out of emotions. I’m sorry, but I really don’t see another way out. I want to go home and rot i