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Dear Diary,



How do I let go of feelings for someone important to me?

For someone who stood by me in my darkest hours and was my light.

The feelings I have for him are special, something different. I wouldn't call it love, but longing, passion.

We've always had a special bond, always looked out for each other even when we were apart, when we were worlds apart.

I'm not jealous, maybe I am, but I'm more insecure, sad, feel abandoned, alone. Again.

I'm truly happy for him, but I can't let go. I see myself in her, want to be in her place.

I want him to look at me that way, want him to touch me that way. Before he knew her, he was obsessed with me, wanted my attention, wanted my love. Now I'm nobody to him anymore.

What happened to his feelings for me?

How could he just let go of them like that?

And why can't I?

Why is it so easy for him?

Why have his feelings for me simply vanished?

Was everything he said not meant seriously?

Was I just a distraction, a way to pass the time?

Why is it so easy for him to forget everything, but not for me?



Why am I obsessed with him?

                                          

                                         -Hira

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Oct 30, 2025 · 44 views

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HiraOct 31, 2025

Thank u Bunny. Really. <3

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Hapless BunnyOct 31, 2025

I've been in somewhat similar situation, and I've been suffering after that for 4 years. My advice, if you want to get better, is to distract yourself with anything. If you find some other interesting person, it can help a lot to shift your attention. Just don't use the person to get better, the idea is to be sincere and find someone, with whom you will get better on your own. I managed to find my luck in app called Slowly, usually people in there are much better, than in other apps. Another option, is to delve into your hobbies, or even better - find new ones. Maybe you can find some people along way. Talk to friends if you have them, if they are good friends. Maybe you can come up with some other thing that will help you change your attention. It's easier said than done, I get it, I was there and because I was more occupied with suffering and thinking how I can return what's lost, when I should've been trying to find something new. Because if the person wants to be with someone else, it's definitely not a good practice to try to get in between or hope that eventually you will be appreciated again. Find someone who will be appreciating you and have no desire to go away, and you will be much happier! As for hobbies, videogames could work, especially if you play something involving people, and maybe you can find someone on Discord, in gaming chats during the matches, etc. If you don't play games, than maybe some hobby when there are new people around as well. Hope my advice was useful, at least a bit.

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ItsmeOct 30, 2025

wow... I have the same thoughts... The same problem...

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