October 08, 2025

Dear World,

Today is one of those days again.

My head won’t stop thinking about things I don’t want to think about,

and my heart keeps feeling things I don’t want to feel right now.

It’s breaking in every possible way.

I just want to sleep — to find a moment of peace,

but even then, I dream about things I wish I could forget.

I’m stuck in a circle of death,

and it feels like it will never stop until I’m finally gone.

Even my medication doesn’t help anymore.

I’m lost. I’m broken. I’m hurt. I’m lonely.

God, please help me.