September 21, 2025

Guys, I couldn’t handle it. After his last test of my jealousy I realized I can’t keep putting up with that. I’d rather stop now than marry him and suffer that treatment for the rest of my life. I want a lasting marriage, and until I find the right person I’ll be careful about who I let in, regardless of my age or feelings. I don’t want to feel obliged to stay with someone just because I “should” tolerate things. If I ever marry someone, I’ll be loyal and patient, but I won’t be the one carrying everything when I’m already struggling, or when he provokes jealousy out of boredom. 

I can forgive anything, but not playing with my feelings. The jealousy games, the games when we’re not even together and he still acts like that. I choose myself. And to everyone who wasn’t lucky with their partner, I advise you to choose yourself no matter how strong your feelings are… You cannot forgive what you truly dislike.