ZenMaxMary's Dear Diary

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Thoughts about the future
I read the diary entries about the death of one of the famous speakers, and I felt very uneasy about the thoughts that crossed my mind. Sometimes I feel genuinely afraid of what is happening in the world. I catch myself thinking that we live in a
Sep 21
OH MY…
So some random account with no posts decided to mock the feelings of two adults struggling with depression and relationship problems. I stood up for them and then that same account turned its attack on me. What is going on here? Since when is it wron
Sep 21
September 21, 2025
Guys, I couldn’t handle it. After his last test of my jealousy I realized I can’t keep putting up with that. I’d rather stop now than marry him and suffer that treatment for the rest of my life. I want a lasting marriage, and until I find the right p
Sep 21
September 05, 2025
Tonight we talked about the future, about how he sees me as more than just a girlfriend. But after his hints about intimacy didn’t really lead anywhere, he suddenly grew distant and cold. Later, he barely answered my messages and then just disappeare
Sep 04
September 03, 2025
Dear Diary, I feel like he’s deceiving me… I think the truth is: he doesn’t really want me, I’m not important to him, he’s just bored. He’s looking for excitement, the kind of things his previous girlfriend never gave him. And I can’t be sure he’s co
Sep 03
August 28, 2025
Dear Diary, I miss him so much… I miss him terribly, but he is an inconsistent person… Today he loves me, tomorrow he doesn’t give a f about me
Aug 28
Off-topic
I don’t know what happened to this place; six months ago, people were much more sociable. Some people have remained quiet in their diaries, so I’ll share a little from myself: I really love the band Three Days Grace, and they just released a new albu
Aug 21
August 21, 2025
Long time no see! I’ve read some diaries and here are some thoughts in my head: what if death isn’t an escape? What if it’s not relief, but a continuation, just in another form? Maybe those who choose to leave don’t end up in hell or heaven. Maybe
Aug 20
HI!
Dear Diary, I’m new here and a little shy to write, but I read your thoughts with bated breath, with empathy and admiration! You are incredibly strong people, able to share your experiences and allow others to read them! My life is ordinary, boring.
Apr 22