September 05, 2025

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Tonight we talked about the future, about how he sees me as more than just a girlfriend. But after his hints about intimacy didn’t really lead anywhere, he suddenly grew distant and cold. Later, he barely answered my messages and then just disappeared.

He says he loves me, but all his actions show that he’s bored. Would someone who truly loves keep hurting and provoking with words? Would he make harsh jokes? Would he just disappear? Would a loving person push for intimacy when I’m not ready and while he still hasn’t closed the door on his past? I don’t know… Or maybe something’s wrong with me, and I just don’t understand what love really is. 

It feels like I’ve fallen into a deep sleep, and everything around me has just stopped. Life has stopped. And I can’t bring myself to say to him, “go away, stop hurting me”, because I love him..

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ZenMaxMary✓
Sep 4, 2025 · 40 views

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GravemindSep 6, 2025

yeh Lydia you are right. Love is not about get only that person lifetime sometimes we do love wrong person but when we feel it then it's goanna fine bz we are not going to waste our life bz of that wrong person , maybe our right person waiting for us , for while love yourself and flip your hair on his face and say goodbye with your full Aurra ( that goanna make him regret forever ) and ignore him forever . keep your time with exploring new world and make self-life.

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Lydia Rose Sep 5, 2025

nothing is wrong with you ny friend, it sounds to me like this guy isnt worth your time. Any one who cannot accept when someone wants to wait for intimacy isn't someone who is good for your. Listen to your instincts, never think youre broken because you want to wait, don't let anyone treat you as less than.

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