Dear People,
I would like to thank you all who are writing here genuinely and expressing here because I am such as person who couldn't express anything easily and just keep in heart but sometimes it's feels lot of pressure so i started writing diary in my 9th class in my school with my genuine feelings but my cousins sisters caught my diary and read in front of whole family( lived in joint family ) with laughing and judging obviously i write about them also in my diary that what i feel about them with honestly . so, my diary and my thoughts messed up with their criticism and sarcasm and i couldn't continue writing but whenever i feel so much heartbreaking or pressure at my chest i wrote secretly but somehow, they found and again did same so i wrote very few and tore pages what i write then eat because no matter how hard i hide they find out. so, i didn't but now I'm turning into 20 next month and also completed school and lot of things change like our family not like as before joint, now it's apart but yeah, we do some things if we are together but not like that mandatory. So now no one such as bullying with my diary writing but still rigid about feelings. So, I would like to thank again to all because i read some of diaries and commented there also and feel easy to express myself here, so thank you so much for gain my trust again and now i will try to write it here, what is in my mind.
Thankyou
your lovely Rampyari