Dear Diary, today I searched on the internet for the most painless ways to “leave” without disturbing others. I want to go quietly and peacefully, without extra words, without regrets, so that none of my loved ones would know. I feel so calm, and finally it’s so easy. At last, there’s a solution to all problems in my head. It turns out that in order to finally smile and enjoy this world, a person only needs to make a decision. And once the decision is made, nothing around matters anymore: the sun shines brighter, the sky feels softer. And the countdown begins.