Dear Diary,
So this summer I have been spending most of my time being chronically online, Specifically on tiktok cause I really am bored cause I had to stay at my grandma house or go work at my mom’s boutique the whole summer cause im done with my driving classes. And I’ve been posting stuff a lot throughout summer and not one FOUR of my post went past 1k likes. One of them I even got a like and comment from one of the famous anime content creators, IM BLESSED. Plus I gained so many followers. I almost got 700 now. And this lowkey stroke my ego not just a bit but a lot of them. I’m delusional btw . but I don’t know, the attention is lowkey making me feel a little overwhelmed. I really started to think that some people on tiktok don’t really like me and I know it’s stupid. But the thing is I don’t know what I did wrong, I mean It’s not like I've gotten a lot of hate, there is but its just a few and that’s just ragebait. But I just don’t know why I feel a little insecure and a little self aware. I’ve been thinking that I'm a little bit annoying on tiktok, I mean I am lowkey. But I just feel like this because I don’t really wanna offend anybody cause I don’t wanna get hate or anything. But still. I kept asking my moots if I’m lowkey annoying but they just say no or it’s fine but I have trust issues plus I have always never believed if anyone reassures me. But I also think I lowkey just overthinking but I can't help it. But then it really do haunts me and made me anxious thinking maybe I offended anyone.