Ayesha's Dear Diary

I've always dreamt of having someone in my life romantically but sometimes, I'm also glad that I am not in a relationship. Ever since I was 15 I've learn the truth that love is barely a real thing anymore these days. Nowadays it's only about lust

A lot of times I thought about how lonely I am in terms of a romantic relationship due to the pressure of studies and strict parents. I used to lie to myself thinking I don't really need a man in my life, but just seeing happy couples piss me off bec

Every time I see those corny ass couple in my grade it just piss me off so bad.  Everyday I go to school, there's always new cringy ass people in my grade that are a couple now and they make it so obvious they are dating. Like they tryna be showi

I'm so fucking tired of this family and household. It's all the same shit that happens all over again, and that brat will always have the opportunity to piss me off anytime just by saying a few word. She knows just how to push my buttons to make me s

Thank god now these people aren't really bothering me anymore. But sometimes I still bumped into Stella and now she just piss me off so much. I hate her. And that fucking burke. But that's not the point here.  So basically last month April 19, I

It has been years since I've actively written a diary on a piece of paper. A lot have happened recently since. Last time I wrote in a diary was in 2023 when I first arrived in Indonesia. And there is a lot to catch up now. A lot of things have been i