hey guys sorry i have been gone for so long... school had been busy. anyway life hasnt gotten any better... dad has stayed the same. dont think he no longer cares... heart breaking but what ever. Guess some thing never change... no matter the value. Welll ima get away from the bad for a bit to tell yall some good news! So basiclly Justin came over last week and we were playing outside with water... then he took off his shirt 😳... then he FED ME WATER.... not give me water... he FED it to me... broidk why but i froze.. he is so sweet though.. and cant lie he has been working out... 😅... idk i think i might tell him that i like him soon.... though i am also worried that could ruin our friend shipp.... anyway we have been playing outside bro he was pouring so much water on me... and we have been friends for our whole lives so he hugs me a lot... and gives me gifts when we hang out... my bff thinks its weird... idk why she think that?