I cant belive my mom! she wants me to "Get over your grandpas death" LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? how does she expect me to stop crying? i loved my grandpa! im a cristian. I have belived in god. I belived that he would never try to harm anyone in my family! i was SO FUCKING WRONG! he mad my grandpa die. Not in a peacfull way. IN A CAR ACCIDENT! i dont hold grudges. But that changed me. I had already been dealing with problems at home. BUT HE LET MY GRANDPA DIE! ON NEW YEARS! new years is supposed to be celebrating another year of life! MY GRANDPAS LIFE ENDED ON NEW YEARS!I hate that! my grandpa had been my biggest supporter! He talked to my dad when he drank. he ws calm. happy! at his funeral... I will never forget that day... He died... smiling. his soul was that postive that even at death... he was happy. I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT! And I will NEVER forgive god for killing my grandpa! he was doing things right. He didnt have and bad habits.He went to church. Prayed. Worshiped! He was the definition of THE BEST GRANDPA! How could he do that?what about what the bible says "gods angels protect his children"? WHAT ABOUT THAT FUCKING PROMISE!? DID HE FORGET? How could he? why would he? DID HE NOT CARE ABOUT MY GRANDA?! i know its been 6 months! and all my family has healed from it! but i cant!! i still cry when i see his pictures around the house. And when my dad tell stories about his childhood and how my grandoa was always loving. I have to act tough when he says the stories. But then i lock myself in the room and cry about it. i dont think i will ever heal from that. Thanks a lot god >:-( for ruining my life and family!!!!