Its Becca! again.... dont got good news though... today i had a test... i studyed my ass of! But when i tokk that mother fucking ass of a test i got a fucking 50! I hate that shit! I had studied so hard... it will be even worse at home. My GOLDEN CHILD BITCH OF A BROTHER had a test today! and he ALWAYS gets a 100. OBIOUSLY HE WILL! HE IS IN 1ST FUCKING GRADE! I am used to it... but it still hurts. Imagen going home from school knowing your family will call you "disgrace" "embarising" "ashaming" and so many other things! it hurts... i dont like to say this but i will. i cry myself to sleep every night knowing how much they think of me as a disgrace. But they will never understand all of the pain they put on me.