june 11th, 2025

dear diary, 

i had an exam yesterday, and maybe people in my class would say it was easy, or they would say, you know, 'you could have copied off chatgpt!!!!!', but like... i did not copy because (this is going to sound completely fucking stupid) but i just felt bad! and i'm so, so, SO mad because it was so easy to copy for this exam because i completely did not expect it since the teacher for this subject was, like, one of the strictest we have. i'm not sure how much i'm going to score, but i'm just praying for a passing grade, because overall i did assume that i could not remember things. even if this wasn't a matter of remembering necessarily. no, it was more like a matter of me forgetting to read like 5 pages of one article and reading everything else and the teacher deciding that she's going to introduce in the exam those exact same fucking pages OH MY GOD. anyway, i just hope i score a passing grade, that's really all i'm hoping for. it's very hard to get a scholarship here, so my hopes for that completely vanished. 

my next exam is on the 17th. and i'm wasting my time writing my thoughts everywhere i can because i have a really boring book to read for it (which i might not read because it pisses me off, like it's insane how much that book can piss me off just by existing). so, one day already wasted by not studying ahahah. gotta love the procrastinating. 

but hey, i did not completely procrastinate everything for this exam so far and i still have time! i did finish one book yesterday and i did make some attempts at listening to an audiobook for this fuck-ass book. 

oh, and yeah, i'm aware this is a site with complete strangers that probably don't care or won't read this, but welp! it is what it is.

a girl gotta procrastinate y'all and if this is the way, then so be it.