It's hard not to fall in love with you!

Dear man,

Are you my friend or are we into situation-ship, what are we?

When I keep my distance and stay away from you and just moving on in my life, then you appeared out of nowhere, you appeared in front of me a lot, takes cares a lot that it becomes hard to not build an attachment with you. 

It becomes tiresome to be confused and live in awkwardness, I want to payback whatever I got from you as soon as possible and show my gratitude for being thankful.

So, that I don't have to stay in chaos of being in a one sided relation. 

I was and maybe still in a painful one sided love with my childhood classmate, I am scared of not falling in one sided love with you, it feels so disturbing, also I don't want to be a distraction in your life too. 

Sometimes, it feel so nice to meet you while the other times it's unbearable to be not sure about you...

Don't give mixed signal, make it clear from the starting, and I will also try not to fall in love. 

Well let's see how far it goes. I don't really think if we will get closer than this. Stop being overly nice to me, so that I shouldn't be getting hopes about being in love. I like you and I am okay with secretly liking someone, it's okay if you can't like, if you feel strange about it I can stop liking you as well. It will be hard but I can manage. 

Falling in love without any expectation is healthy. 

I am falling in love with you, but I am also having gut feeling about you not liking me but interested. I like you as a person first. It was actually one of my best moment in life to meet you as a guy in my life. 

Well, I have never been in any kind of relationship, and now I am at my ideal age for dating but I think I need to wait another few years too. 

There are many restrictions not to like you, but it's hard not to fall in love with you. 

I felt that happy moment of filmy things, it seems so cringe until it's our own turn. 

The problem is it that I like you but I don't want to like you. You are really heart warming in person.

~yes, dear - :I found him)